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Yeah, I’ve been watching too many movies lately.

05 Wednesday Jul 2023

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Jack Nicholson, 85, has finally done the unforgivable. He has gotten old. The photo in the montage below got widespread play about a month ago, but I have some things to say about him.

Mind you, I am fully aware that Nicholson is…well… kind of a lecher. After Geena Davis appeared in a pink bikini in Earth Girls Are Easy–here, an Alien Spacecraft bearing her soon-to-be real-life love, Jeff Goldblum, is about to land in her swimming pool—she got a phone call from Nicholson. “Well, Geena,” he said. “How about it?”


He was known for dating beautiful women, like Michelle Phillips, formerly a Mama, as in the Mamas and the Papas, and for maybe the only long relationship he ever sustained, with Anjelica Huston. I remember her best as Clara, an enormously attractive and powerful woman, deeply grounded, in Lonesome Dove. Hell’s bells, Jack: Robert Duvall’s Gus made a mistake not marrying Clara. Get a clue!

Huston as Clara. She was indelible.

But, as to his films, there are two seemingly trivial things I remember about Nicholson and remember vividly: His wardrobe in Chinatown, including the vented tan suit he wears to Mulwray’s place on Santa Catalina and the dark pinstripe in the interview with Evelyn in the bar (it still stands in L.A.’s Koreatown.) It broke my heart to see J.J. Gittes’ suits get bloodied and rended by bullies—or to see that convertible coupe impale itself on an orange tree.

But—sorry to go all Boomer on you—this was the scene, from Easy Rider—that first knocked me and my Arroyo Grande High School friends out, when Nicholson’s alcoholic small-town lawyer meets bikers Peter Fonda and Dennis Hopper:

The immortal line is as follows: ‘Nik nik NIK! INDIANS!“

And here’s the helmet:


It’s even more Boomerish to bring up Cuckoo’s Nest, but I have some reliability in this direction, having read Ken Kesey’s novels and, just as good, Tom Wolfe’s portrayal of Kesey in The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test. I think Randle McMurphy and Jack Nicholson are pretty much the same person, and I like the man’s sand and the electricity of his interaction with Nurse Ratched. This scene is his mid-film act of rebellion. The patients see their reflection in the little television screen—that and Ratched’s face seal McMurphy’s victory.

And, since Sandy Koufax was my childhood hero, I remember the 1963 World Series.

The other segment that stuck with us was from director Hal Ashby’s The Last Detail, where two sailors, lifers, escort a large and bumpkinlike eighteen-year-old sailor to the Portsmouth Naval Prison. (He’s made the mistake of stealing his base commander’s wife’s coin-collecting jar for, I think, the March of Dimes.)

Nicholson takes a liking to the young sailor, played by Randy Quaid, who is genuinely large and bumpkinlike,so he persuades his fellow Shore Patrolman, Mulhall, played with beautiful restraint by Otis Young, to take the kid out for a beer. (Just before Saturday Night Live, Gilda Radner makes a brief appearance as the member of a chanting group that meets behind the inevitable 60s-70s curtain of strung glass beads.)

Here are the two Nicholson turns I still love, even if he is 85 years old, That’s not his damn fault:




I waxed poetic in an earlier blog post about Terence Malick’s Day of Heaven, which even Richard Gere didn’t ruin (SEE: Gere’s victory dance in King David) It is not a great film, but it is beautiful. What I found interesting about it—I haven’t seen shots framed with this artistry since John Ford’s Monument Valley days—is the great ease in which Malick tells the story without dialogue. These scenes can go on for a long time (you start to get uncomfortable until somebody in Days, hopefully Sam Shepard, interrupts with a declarative sentence or two.)

I saw the same comfort in silence last night in watching Malick’s The Thin Red Line, based on the James Jones novel. Like Days, it is a gorgeous film, but the exteriors aren’t North Texas, but the jungles, swamps and shoreline of Guadalcanal, one of the earliest and most decisive Pacific land battles of World War II.

Malick’s comfortable with us gazing for long stretches, in complete silence at faces of actors like Jim Caviezel or Adrien Brody or Sean Penn. Then he will dissolve to sawgrass or dense tree canopies or impossibly steep hillsides, again in silence, and then, when you just can’t take it anymore, because you know the enemy is hiding just behind the silence, a fusillade from a Japanese Nakajima machine gun or a series of explosions from the impact of a Marine 105-mm artillery barrage comes as a relief.

An even better silence breaker is Nick Nolte’s Lt. Col. Tall. Here, in my imagination, is Nolte’s script:

CAPT GAFF (John Cusack): My men need water, sir.
LT COL TALL: RANTS. FINISHES AFTER THE SIXTH “GODDAM.”

But it was an earlier film, Badlands, that I now realize was the first Malick film to resonate with me. It featured Martin Sheen and Sissy Spacek as two crazy teenaged kids—Charlie Starkweather and Carol Fugate—were the real-life models for Sheen’s Kit and Spacek’s Holly—who go on a 1950s killing spree in the Great Plains, filmed, lovely and desolate, and so vast as to make the kids’ Cadillac seem tiny.

But there are no Great Plains in the closeness of this opening scene. Inchoate, restless Kit is riding his garbage truck in narrow small-town alleys, suggesting his need to break out into the open as the film widens the story. Holly, in her lonely baton twirling, needs to break out, too, from an oppressive household and into the short, violent journey of her sexuality.

Holly will spend a long time in the oppressive confines of prison; Kit’s liberation will come from the hangman and in the space between the killing chamber’s trap door and the dirt floor beneath his swaying feet.

The opening is made perfect, too, I think, because of Malick’s choice of the Carl Orff song “Gassenhauer,” (“Street Song.”) This was not a film we’d seen before, not in 1973, the year of The Last Detail.

Lucky Jack Aubrey teaches the thesis paragraph

02 Sunday Jul 2023

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I taught history, about which I am passionate, but I guess I was always a writing teacher at heart. History was the medium I used to teach thinking, writing, speaking and—here’s where we get a little Wokey, I guess— empathy for the people who populate our past. And, contrary to my generally squishy and gentle reputation, I had some hard edges, I guess. I was never the same after I took twenty students out to see the SLO debut of Master and Commander.

So I could be a jerk when a jerk was needed. I preferred to think of myself as Lucky Jack Aubrey, the creation of novelist Patrick O’Brian, frigate captain, and those thirty-five students were men and women with Hearts of Oak.

This is from AP European History at Arroyo Grande High School, maybe just a few years ago. The music is Boccherini.

This dealt with free-response essays. Our favorites—my English teacher partner and dear friend Amber Derbidge and I—were what are called Document-Based Questions, in which the student is given an hour to weave a series of primary resources, from both history and literature, into a coherent essay that answers the essay prompt. One example is shown below.

I wrote every essay myself, whether free-response or DBQ, before I assigned them to our sophomores.

Our students were sixteen years old. Some of them were fifteen. The rigor we demanded of them paid off, I think; it was such a joy to see the change in them from the beginning of the year to the end. Their maturation was kind of miraculous.

I loved teaching teenagers.

The (English) Beat

01 Saturday Jul 2023

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Yup, they’re coming to the Fremont in SLO in July, but I made myself this video anyway.

Barlow’s Knoll, the Upper Arroyo Grande Valley, California

30 Friday Jun 2023

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This is the Arroyo Grande Creek alongside the house where I grew up. The creek makes for rich alluvial soil, so many years before my family moved here, two Civil War veterans farmed within a mile of this spot. Both were Ohioans and both had been neighbors twenty years before they came to California in the 1880s.

But that day was July 1, 1863, when their regiments took up their positions on Barlow’s Knoll.

Fouch became a fierce defender of the high school where I would someday be a student and teach history. It was not at first popular with Arroyo Grande taxpayers, but Fouch, a formidable man, saw to it that the high school would not only survive but get its first schoolhouse in 1906.

Sylvanus Ullom’s son—later high school graduating classes are populated by plenty of Ulloms–became a house painter who, in 1918, won the contract to paint the 1888 two-room schoolhouse, yellow in this photograph, where my education began.

Their descendants still live in Arroyo Grande today.

Reflecting on Terence Malick’s Days of Heaven (1978)

30 Friday Jun 2023

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And why it reminds me of Arroyo Grande history, as most things do.

The two little girls in our cemetery

26 Monday Jun 2023

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I was asked how old the Arroyo Grande District Cemetery was, and I still don’t know the definitive answer. Thanks to the San Luis Obispo Genealogical Society, I launched a search that revealed the oldest graves—there are three—date from 1881.

Then I noticed that two of the burials were girls named “Hess.” Then, thanks to the Find a Grave website, I found them. They were sisters and they died within a week of each other. I will never know why, but there was a worldwide cholera outbreak in 1881, and it claimed about 30,000 lives in the Americas, so there’s a chance that this is what took Louisa and Lenna from their parents.

Their parents were immigrants from Hesse, Germany; the entry in the 1880 Census for Arroyo Grande doesn’t include Lenna, who probably was still in her mother’s womb when the enumerator came to visit.


Henry Hess was a successful man but the irony is that the fruits of his hard work as a farmer were recognized in this piece from the San Luis Tribune, published just four days before he lost Louisa.

When we studied childhood in AP European history at Arroyo Grande High School, the callous and even cruel way that children were treated in early modern Europe was shocking to us. It was in part a function of childhood mortality rates; parents could not afford the emotional investment in children who were more likely than not to die, so they became little worker drones in European farm families.

It was farming that changed that attitude. The Agricultural Revolution of the 1600s-1800s (crop rotation and new farm implements like the seed drill were among the contributors) exponentially increased Europe’s food supply. Better diet meant more and more children survived to adulthood. That fact may have deepened the ties between parents and their children.

In fact, macabre as it may seem to us, photography, in its infancy, meant that families with some substance had their dead children memorialized. This meant that they loved them so much—and that death in children was becoming an aberration—that they didn’t want to let their babies go.

But California, even in the 1880s, was still on the frontier and medicine was still relatively primitive. Farmers all across America, like Mr. Hess, would have consulted cure-alls like this: Mrs. Winslow’s Soothing Syrup included generous helpings of alcohol and opium.

And this cure-all, from an 1881 San Francisco newspaper ad, included cholera among the afflictions that it claimed to treat.

In the years before Dr. Paulding came to Arroyo Grande in the late 1880s, and before his brother established the town’s first drug store, the Sears Roebuck Catalogue was the pharmacy for American farmers. (The film Tombstone, among others, depicted Mattie Blaylock, Wyatt Earp’s common-law wife, and her struggle with addiction to laudanum.)

So children’s health was still precarious in frontier Arroyo Grande. While the evidence is indirect, I suspect that Mr. and Mrs. Hess were devastated. Despite his success in Arroyo Grande, he would be buried in Santa Clara. Maybe he had to get away from 1881 and what it had done to him.

Arroyo Grande’s founder, Francis Branch, was devastated, too, by the loss of three daughters, taken by smallpox, in the summer of 1862. But he missed them so much that, twelve years later, he was buried next to his little girls.

The U-Turn on the M4 Highway to Moscow

25 Sunday Jun 2023

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So Prigohzin, the hot-dog vendor turned mercenary chief turned his Wagner Group column around on the M4 highway to Moscow, belying a few unguarded moments of hope this morning that pointed to the end of Putin’s dictatorship.

That means the kids who posed happily this morning on television in Rostov-on-Don with Wagner Group tanks will wind up looking like the Soviet novelist Alexander Sohlzenitsyn, seen here as a zek–a political prisoner–in Stalin’s Gulag.


UNSPECIFIED – AUGUST 04: Alexandre Soljenitsyne, the day of his liberation in 1953 after 8 years in Gulag (Photo by Apic/GettyImages)

If we are lucky, Prigohzin will wind up the way the Romanov family did in Yekaterinburg in 1918, where the Bolsheviks held them captive in an immense home, the Ipatiev House.

This is the wall of the room in that home’s basement where the Bolshevik secret police, the Cheka, used pistols to murder all of them.

In the decades after 1918, so many devout Russians visited the home to pray that the local communist party chief ordered it torn down in 1977. His name was Boris Yeltsin. All Saints’ Church stands on that site today, memorializing a beautiful but profoundly clueless family.


Prigohzin, a war criminal, deserves pistols but no churches. CNN ran thankfully blurred footage of his mercenaries interrogating a prisoner by smashing his hands and feet with a sledgehammer. The man did not survive Prigozhin’s boys, most of them recruited from Russian prisons.

But I was rooting for him for just a few hours on Saturday, if only in the hope that the hole his Wagner Group had left behind in Ukraine would be filled by Ukrainian soldiers.

I was reminded, too, of Operation Market Garden—in someways similar t0 but in more important ways vastly different from Saturday’s event—in the fall of 1944, where Field Marshal Montgomery came up with what sounded like a brilliant idea: Drop paratroopers into Holland and drive into Holland with British armor along the excellent Dutch roads and then force a Rhine crossing into Germany.

It was a disaster. Market Garden included two South County 101st Airborne soldiers; one, Arroyo Grande’s Art Youman, was promoted to sergeant by Easy Company’s Richard Winters for his conduct and the other, a young lieutenant, Oceano’s William Francis Everding, was killed as the Germans retook the town his regiment had liberated. After Market Garden’s failure, most of Holland, except for the south, was reclaimed by the German Army, the Wehrmacht. But the difference between 1944 and 2023 lies in the character of the would-be liberators. I offer these photos as proof.

(Top): A British soldier feeds two little Dutch boys during Market Garden; at war’s end, American G.I.’s are escorted to a folk dance by Dutch children.


But the Dutch thought all of their progressive, prosperous and historically brilliant nation had been liberated. For a few days, they were jubilant, just like the kids taking selfies Saturday with the Wagner Group tanks. Hitler had been defeated, or so it seemed and, for a few hours, it must’ve looked like Putin was about the be defeated, too.

And so now Vladi Putin, two inches shorter than Hitler but in every other respect his doppelganger–down to kidnaping children to raise them Russians, just as Hitler did Eastern European children to raise them as Aryans–might have just enough breathing space to reconsolidate his power and turn his attention again to the important business of destroying Ukrainian churches.

But there’s one hopeful sign, macabre as it is.

The most famous sniper of World War II was named Lyudmila Pavlichenko, a Red Army soldier credited with killing 300 German soldiers who were part of Hitler’s invasion of the Soviet Union.

She has a modern-day counterpart, a Marine, who goes by the pseudonym “Charcoal.” She has another nickname that once belonged to Pavlichenko:

“Lady Death.” Like her predecessor, Charcoal is Ukrainian.


Trout Fishing in (Arroyo Grande) America

23 Friday Jun 2023

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A rainbow trout from County Wicklow, Ireland–where Mom’s ancestors, Famine people, came from–and the display at the Monterey Bay Aquarium.

Elizabeth always has to grab me firmly by the arm and lead me away from the trout display. I want to jump in after them.

I just wrote about Ken Kobara remembering that Executive Order 9066 being carried out the day before trout season opened in 1942.

Let me tell you about trout season opening day. If you’re from Arroyo Grande, it came in third place, but only after Christmas and Thanksgiving.

One of my happiest memories is fishing from a plank bridge over the creek–it would’ve been washed away in 1969–halfway between the Cecchetti Road crossing and the Harris Bridge, where we lived. My Dad was next to me; I was little and he was big and we dropped our lines into the creek below and we just sat there, quiet. I don’t think I’ve ever felt that safe.

When I was a little bigger, Dad would give me five bucks–an enormous sum in 1964–and turn me loose in Kirk’s Spirits and Sports on Branch Street (today it’s the Villa Cantina).

–Hooks? Check.
–Leader? Check.
–Line? Check.
–Floats? Check.
–Weights? Check.
–Shiny lures? Check.
–Salmon eggs? Check.
–Night crawlers? Check.

Once we were appropriately armed, my best good buddy Richard Ayres and I would sleep in a walnut orchard overnight that was maybe 200 feet away from our favorite fishing spot, a little narrows in Arroyo Grande Creek with a sweet little still spot.

Mind you, our house was RIGHT NEXT TO Arroyo Grande Creek and not far from the spot where I once hooked a steelhead who almost gave me an eleven-year-old heart attack. Man, she was angry. Broke my line.

Richard was a good fisherman. I was spectacularly inept, in part owing to my ADHD difficulty in remotely understanding knots.

Knots had nothing to do with the beaver pond just off Kaz Ikeda’s cabbage fields in the Upper Valley. I was fishing there by myself one day–the beavers were rather indignant, and they really DO slap their tails on the water’s surface–when a shaft of sunlight suddenly made the pond transparent.

There, just below the surface, was a veritable Armada of rainbow trout.

I was so excited that I fell in. My night crawlers died futile deaths.

The trout scattered.

The beavers, I am reasonably sure, were laughing at me.

And I don’t blame them.

Soul Train (and other delights)

20 Tuesday Jun 2023

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Yes, I have a playlist called “Disco” on my MP4 player. So sue me. It got me through a pretty good session on the rowing machine this morning, though, and I just wanted to share three songs, whether you want me to or not. So there.

Gloria Gaynor evokes Gloria Swanson in Sunset Boulevard in the way she vamps it up—even the piano rolls help— in this version of her wonderful song, “I Will Survive.” But she makes it the vamping work. And she’s not scary, like Gloria Swanson.


And this song is infectious. Even the orchestra gets happy. Me, too.

And, finally—hence the name of this blog post—we used to watch Soul Train open-mouthed on Saturday mornings (was it on after American Bandstand?) The dancers were amazing. And, as for Diana Ross, my Mom adored her when the Supremes appeared on The Ed Sullivan Show in the 1960s, so she became a part of family tradition. The dancers she invites onstage, in this video from an old Midnight Special, aren’t necessarily Soul Train caliber, but look how happy the young woman is. This moment will live with her forever. That’s a sweetness only music can provide.


Seabiscuit

19 Monday Jun 2023

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I don’t think it’s possible to tell you how much I love this book. It was so inspirational and so instructive—about horses and horse-racing, about which I know little–but being immersed inside stables and jockey’s locker rooms and the Santa Anita grandstands, with smells ranging from liniment to buttered popcorn, was one of the most vivid reading experiences of my life.

What’s just as impressive as the racehorse is the book’s author.

Laura Hillenbrand was essentially paralyzed by Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (her New Yorker account of her disease is haunting) and she persisted in researching and writing a book interrupted by days when all she could bring herself to do was crawl out of bed to fix a bowl of corn flakes.

Although I come from a family familiar with horses—my father and my sisters—I am not. (I raised chickens.) But the writing of Hillenbrand and of Elizabeth Letts (The Perfect Horse) was so powerful that it led me to write perhaps the best essay I’ve ever written, “Sheila Varian’s Perfect Horse,” about a “blocky little mare,” an Arab, who became the national champion cow horse in 1961.

Central to the Hillenbrand book and to its film adaptation is the great match race between Seabiscuit and War Admiral in 1938. It figures, oddly, in a recent event in our lives: my much-loved brother-in-law, a Naval Academy grad and retired Navy Captain, died recently. When my wife, her sister Robin, her brother Dana and my son John went to Virginia for the funeral, they encountered something I’ve heard of before. They were Californians and once that was discovered, some of the East Coasties snubbed them. Not all of them, to be sure, but there was a discernible distaste in the air, as if those who had known and loved Captain Steve the longest were pretty much Neanderthals.

The film Seabiscuit was on the television yesterday and, of course, I misted up during the final sequence when the ‘Biscuit, recovered from the injury that had nearly led to him being put down, wins the 1940 Santa Anita Derby. It’s glorious filmmaking.

But it’s not the centerpiece. For me, that would be the 1938 match race between the little California horse and the Kentucky-bred and East Coast darling, War Admiral, a magnificent athlete.

The way that race was run made me feel better about being a Californian; the way the film portrayed it—down to the elegant pre-race narration by historian David McCullough—reminded me of the mare Ronteza, Sheila Varian’s Arabian, Sheila took on twenty male competitors and Ronteza took on twenty Quarter horses in 1961 and they beat them all. There is nothing I love more than a good underdog—in this case, underhorse—story.

Forty million Americans listened to the great match race call that day in 1938. That’s because of the point Hillenbrand’s book makes: Seabiscuit was their horse, the underdog champion of an underdog people—Hitler dismissed Americans as “a mongrel race”— in the transition years between Depression and War, when they would prove that they were champions, too.

Somehow the 1942 photo below is consistent with Seabiscuit’s legacy. The statue dedicated to him was installed at Santa Anita in 1941. The following year, the racetrack became an assembly center for Japanese Americans, headed for desert camps, who slept in the track’s stables. Here, internee Lily Okuru, Japanese American— poses alongside the Biscuit. The horse and the young woman, and her people, shared remarkable similariies: They were unappreciated, sometimes reviled, banished, loyal without reservation to those who loved them, courageous in combat—whether on Caliornia racetracks or Italian battlefields—and Seabiscuit, like 120,000 of Lily Okuru’s people, were Californians.

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