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Funeral Crossing, Arlington Bridge

30 Saturday Dec 2017

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One of the many things that makes the president’s tweet so cruel was our shocked discovery during our trip north this week on 101. I am 65 years old, nearly 66, a native Californian, and I have never seen California so dry.

The oaks, I think, are dying–their leaves a khaki shade I’ve never seen; the willows along empty riverbeds are as bare as trees in a Midwestern winter; the maples’ leaves are blanched, yellow, crisp as papyrus. The hills have dried beyond their normal wintertime yellow to a dull gray.

It doesn’t take a great deal of imagination to visualize a terrible fantasy: California catching fire in Paso Robles and burning all the way to Morgan Hill, where there’s a smattering of green grass that won’t last another week. There is no rain in the forecast for yet another week, and there may be none the week after, either.

And here is what matters: We have a leader who is so blissfully stupid that he can’t distinguish between “climate” and “weather.” Beyond that, he doesn’t care.

He doesn’t care about the land, our greatest inheritance and obligation; and he doesn’t care about Americans, including the sick among us; he despises immigrants who have made our history so rich, except for the richness in victimizing them; he doesn’t care about American workers–he rejoiced, to his rich friends, at Mar-a-Lago, about how he’d fleeced us in taxes they will never pay and that we won’t see for years to come, when it’s too late for us to realize, preoccupied as we are with mortgages and car payments and credit-card usury, that we’ve been robbed.

He doesn’t care about our heritage and knows nothing about our history. He thinks Frederick Douglass is still alive; is amazed that no one but he knows that Lincoln was a Republican. He visited Gettysburg with Steve Bannon.

 

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He knows nothing about working hard, a drudgery he leaves to lawyers and Executive Assistants, he knows nothing about about the world, including the tradition we owe the West and the fractures, mutually inflicted, between the Orient and the West, between Islam and Christianity, and, last, the wounds inflicted by men on women, the latter a group he rejoices in wounding because he finds such strength and validation in humiliating them.

 

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Jabba and Leia, Madame Tussaud’s.

 

California humiliated him in the November Election. And so California could very well burn from Paso Robles to Morgan Hill, and he wouldn’t care.

Of course, he would read a speech afterward, California’s official obituary, about our immolation. But he would read from a teleprompter the way he read about the struggle for civil rights a few weeks ago in Mississippi, the way a chagrined fourth-grader reads aloud when called on by his teacher in his reading circle: flat-toned, impassive–emotionless, save for petulance, because–can we be honest?–he doesn’t care.

Finally, there is no group he cares for less than our children, grandchildren, and great-grandchildren. California will be burned by their time, I guess.

He will be dead then by then, I hope, as fat and sleek (and as indifferent) as Nero. His post-mortem will reveal arteries collapsed in plaque, snapped shut by double orders of Big Macs, Filet o’ Fish, and personal buckets of Kentucky Fried Chicken.

He will be perfectly embalmed. His hair will be as golden as Caligula’s. He will wear his blue suit and red-striped tie, made in China–he will be dressed, in death, by morticians, as he was dressed, in life, by servants. His body will ride in a flag-draped mahogany coffin towed atop its caisson in solemn parade, flanked by young men and women from every service branch. The caisson in turn will be pulled by a team of sixteen-hand greys, their hooves polished brilliant black; these magnificent animals will be guided along Pennsylvania Avenue by the soldiers of the Old Guard.

 

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John F. Kennedy’s casket leaves the White House, November 1963.

 

It was the Old Guard that carried President Kennedy’s body, in my memory, to its rest in Arlington. Before that, in the last weeks of fascism’s collapse, in memories that are buried with my parents, the Old Guard accompanied Franklin Roosevelt’s body at the beginning of its journey home to Hyde Park.

I don’t think there will be their kind of dignity in Trump’s last public moment because his legacy will be so bitter. There will be only smatterings of mourners, little knots of dead-enders at street corners, watching silently as his cortege crosses the Arlington Memorial Bridge over the Potomac and into Virginia.

By then, everything behind the procession will have been burnt to ashes by America’s Nero. The ashes will be all that remains of what we once valued as a people.

Except for one thing more.

We will still have each other.

But we will have to learn to live beyond him and without him, and, finally, we will have to learn how to live with each other once more. Maybe then, and only then, we can learn to be Americans again.

 

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“Gunpowder:” The Stuarts, Guy Fawkes, and various ways to die.

22 Friday Dec 2017

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A few reasons why history isn’t boring:

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Harington, as Catesby, at left, in the midst of plottage.

“Game of Thrones'” Kit Harington produced and starred in the HBO miniseries “Gunpowder,” which we watched last night. I enjoyed it, excluding the drawing-and-quartering but including the costuming, which was superb. Harington is a direct descendant, on his Mum’s side, of the plotter he portrayed, ringleader Robert Catesby–it was Catesby’s sidekick, Guy Fawkes, who was found with several barrels about-to-be-lit gunpowder underneath Parliament and the King, James I, who could have done with a little detonation. The three episodes reminded me of how savagely Catholics were treated in Stuart England.

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Elizabeth and I loved “V for Vendetta,” based on a graphic novel.

Fawkes defied the executioner by diving off the scaffold and breaking his neck. In a later incarnation, the film “V for Vendetta,” Natalie Portman falls for him, so sometimes these things work themselves out.

Years before Guy Fawkes, plotters also attempted to blow up James I’s father, Henry Stuart, Lord Darnley, Mary Queen of Scots’ alcoholic, abusive husband. They were heard digging in the the dead of night in the basement of Darnley’s home, so his retainers lowered him out his bedroom window in a chair. Darnley, still clad in his nightie, took off like a jackrabbit as soon as his feet touched the ground. Sadly, for Darnley, if not for anyone else in the British Isles, he collided head-on with the plotters in the dark, who dispensed with their plan to blow him up and strangled him instead.

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Darnley, with a little brother. One historian noted that royal blood ran in Darnley’s veins, along with generous portions of Scotch whisky. Mary thought he had beautiful legs.

 

Mary then married Bothwell, the ringleader of the killers, a terrible public relations move. Posters depicting her as a mermaid–a whore–appeared all over Scotland. She fled for her life to England, where, of course, she began plotting against her cousin, Elizabeth I (Elizabeth intercepted Mary’s baggage once she’d fled Scotland and kept the best jewels for herself).

 

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Mary at thirteen, when she was already discovering that her eyelashes’ flutter could reduce men to puddles.

Mary would be beheaded, ineptly and repeatedly, in 1587, while wearing a blood-red slip beneath her gown. No one told the poor executioner, as he lifted her head aloft for the witnesses, that Mary was also wearing a wig. Her little dog, a Skye terrier, had been cowering beneath her slip and skirts during the execution; he emerged whimpering and, it’s said, died soon after.

Mary has a magnificent alabaster tomb in Westminster Abbey all to herself. Elizabeth lies nearby, sharing a tomb with the half-sister who detested her, Mary Tudor.

Elizabeth died childless. Mary Tudor died thinking herself with child: it was most likely uterine cancer instead. Mary Stuart, Queen of Scots, delivered the son who would become James I of England.

 

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George Villiers, the Duke of Buckingham, James I’s favorite. The King thought he had beautiful legs.

So it goes.

Another Christmas.

20 Wednesday Dec 2017

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When I was a high school history teacher, I took my students to Italy. We visited Assisi. We sat quietly in front of Francis’s little tomb–fitting, because he was such a little man–and we sat in perfect silence. It was in the silence where I felt the solemnity and the joy of Christ’s spirit washing over me and claiming me again. At the same time, and very appropriately,  little Francis made me feel very small again. He made me, a man in his fifties, a child.

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Ayn Rand

This woman, the writer Ayn Rand, seems to be our secular saint today. It’s her nihilistic spirit that washes over Congress today, in late 2017, as it gleefully passes a tax bill so regressive that it would make Dickens’s Scrooge blush in shame. I have never seen anything like what they all tax “reform.”

And then I remember, of course I have!

I spent thirty years teaching history: I remember the English traveler Arthur Young’s letters home in 1788, scored with his disbelief in the inequity and illogic of France’s tax burden, which fell most heavily on those who could afford it least. He predicted the inevitability of revolution.

It came only a year later.

I  recognize, too, the disparity in today’s distribution of wealth., and I remember that there has been nothing this illogical in our own history–at least, not since the summer of 1929.

Of course, the politicians must be right: the poor deserve to be poor. They are hungry because they are lazy–or worse, because they are both lazy and less than Caucasian. The wealthy rise to the top because they are genetically and inherently superior–haven’t we heard this somewhere before?  They must be  inherently superior, for example, to my own father, a mere accountant.

And, easily, the most brilliant man I’ve ever known.

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My Grandfather, John Smith Gregory.

My father inherited little from his father, an Ozarks tobacco farmer, except for a little lined notebooks, from the 1920s, kept in a little lined notebook that I still have, that recorded the sales, to his neighbors, of ginseng, of all things, because my Grandfather John ventured a century beyond tobacco and cotton and hogs and landed squarely in the frontier of New Age farmers of the 21st Century. Beyond that, he had a  gift for numbers that was both so imaginative and so precise that he could, as a lumber estimator, calculate a thousand-acre stand of Missouri hardwood to within 100 cubic feet of its eventual yield in a sawmill owned by wealthy men dressed in  double-breasted suits, felt hats and silk ties who lived in an impossible place that was far away, called Kansas City.

It was silk-tied men from Boss Pendergast’s notorious Kansas City machine who left bank-bags full of five-dollar bills on my grandmother’s kitchen table on the weekends before Tuesday elections in the Depression years. She was the local head of the Democratic Central Committee and one of the first women invited to a national political convention–1924, in Madison Square Garden.

A decade later, FDR never would never lose an election in that part of the Ozarks. In return, the Hill People who came down my grandmother’s home town, who came to schoolhouse to vote, never starved.

That was her doing.

Dad inherited that arithmetical gift from my grandfather, that gift for mathematics. Since gifts like that seem to skip generations, I inherited, from Dad, a gift for telling stories and from my grandmother, a love for history and politics.

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A Higgins Boat headed for Omaha Beach, June 6, 1944.

And then–I am confounded by the irony of this–Dad’s generation, many of then rejected by the Draft for their teeth, rotten after a decade of poverty like that visited on many of the Hill People of Missouri-went to faraway places: New Guinea, Tarawa, Iwo Jima; to North Africa, Normandy, the Ardennes.

This generation repaid the injustice visited on them in the Depression by dying in hedgerows, their bodies caught within tangles of roots that had been planted in Agincourt’s century. Their only company, lying in the fields the hedgerows enclosed, were the bloated bodies of Norman milk cows killed in the crossfire.

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Normandy, Summer 1944

In 1945, my father taught Army Quartermaster burial teams the basics of forensics:  his students were boys who had hoped to become heroes, but were born too late, so they came to a war that had become history.

Instead, their duty was finding dead teenagers, graduates from high schools the year before the teens in Dad’s Quartermaster Corps burial teams had graduated. They disinterred Lettermen and student body officers and what were once called “juvenile delinquents,” but these boys remained only in scraps of viscera and bone, sinew and hair that lay on heads once stroked gently by their mothers, and the young Quartermasters identified them, if they could, for burial.

I inherited, somehow, the memory of those boys, living and dead,  from Dad.

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Dad, 1944.

I inherited from Mom the steel she’d kept deep inside to overcome the shame of her own father, a stereotypical Irish drunk and laughingstock of an oil boomtown in the San Joaquin Valley of California.

Yet beneath the steel, she became the kind of woman who would teach her children that there was nothing more important on this earth–there must have been something in her DNA that recalled in her ancestral memories of County Wicklow’s hunger in 1847 Ireland–that there was nothing more important, beyond the arts, than empathy, and generosity, and kindness. Most of all, there  nothing more dignified than Poverty.

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Mom, and big sister Roberta, 1943.

She understood Francis completely. More than that, she accepted him completely. That took steel, too

These are the lessons I’ve drawn from my father’s stories and from my mother’s example. I’ve thought about them, still and quiet before her grave, in my California home town, and before Francis’s grave, in faraway Assisi.

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Assisi.

Here is what I wish for you:

I wish that you get the chance to  gaze, in perfect silence, at the beauty of Umbria below you from Assisi’s hilltop, from that little town of stone and cobblestone. That is where it is so much easier to understand that what Jesus intended for us was love, what Jesus wished for us was love, what Jesus taught us until–and within–the agony of His death by suffocation, was love.

I am just beginning to understand, too, that what Jesus gave us, from His first moments of consciousness, shivering in the arms of his young mother, was His love.

 

 

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