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08 Sunday Oct 2023

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There are so many Gazas in our past

And they remain:

Standing Rock

Pine Ridge

Rosebud

In 1862 the Woodland Sioux

Called Dakota

Had their reservation halved

And so the game was hunted out

“Let them eat grass,” the Indian agent said

When the government beef and flour

He was to disburse

Was late in coming

That Marie Antoinette moment

Cost him his life

They found him with his mouth

Stuffed with grass

Gaza today is a premeditated fire,

The planning was meticulous and savage

Its results measurable

Count the teenaged sukkoth concertgoers

Dead in the roadway

The fires coming, in the name of justice,


Will be terrible

The fire the Dakota started

Was over a farmer’s eggs

In Meeker County Minnesota

Where my great-grandparents later homesteaded

They were Famine refugees

From County Wicklow

Intimate with hunger


But this farmer protested

Losing the eggs from his hen’s nest

He appeared with a rifle

Before he could use it

The young Sioux men butchered him

And his family

They’d been hungry

The eggs were there for the taking

Little Crow, their headman,

Resisted the calls for war

And so was called a coward

That stung

And so Little Crow led the war

Presided,  unwilling,

Over the murders of settlers

The burning of their towns

Ashen beneath their funeral pyres

Like those that darken Gaza



Terror marked the faces

Of fleeing Whites

Some spoke their fear aloud in rapid German

Determination marked the faces

Of their soldier-boys

Ready to kill Johnny Rebs 

In Virginia

They were diverted instead to the Dakota 

In their state, in Minnesota


Their disappointment was transmuted

Into fury

And made the Great Dakota War brief 

(The Gaza War will live a longer life)

Three hundred Dakota fighters were sentenced to hang

Lincoln intervened

Thirty-eight seemed a more decent number

The young men, the hungry merciless killers

Held hands and sang

When the scaffold board in Mankato

Collapsed



Arroyo Grande settler John Rice,

A soldier then, was there—

The board’s collapse

Sounded like a pistol shot—

He saw the young men dancing

In the cold midair

On this, the day after Christmas 1862


(After Wounded Knee 1890

Big Foot’s survivors

Nearly all women and children

Their bullet wounds sheated in ice

Were arranged on the floor

Of an Episcopal post chapel

Soon after Christmas

PEACE ON EARTH, GOODWILL TO MEN

The banner above them proclaimed)



The Dakota bodies were covered in blankets 

And buried in a  sandbar

Above the Minnesota River

They were soon unearthed

One became the grinning skeleton

In Dr. Mayo’s office



The following s summer

A farmer shot Little Crow

Hiding in his cornfield

Little Crow’s son went to fetch new moccasins

For his father’s long walk to the other side

But his father was gone when he returned

With the moccasins

Whose beading was exquisite



It was the Fourth

Little town boys inserted firecrackers

Into Little Crow’s nostrils

And lit them

When they grew tired of their sport

Little Crow was fed to hogs




The military tribunals had been just as profane

The only defense the accused young men had

Was their silence



A white woman intervened for one

The man who had saved her life

And her children’s lives

Interposing his body 

Between them

And his enraged brother-fighters



There was a clerical error

When warders came to free him 

They could not find the woman’s savior

“You hanged him yesterday”

A hollow voice called

From the cellbank in Mankato

Ben-Hur, the Battle of Shiloh, Billy the Kid and an Arroyo Grande Settler

06 Friday Oct 2023

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I have never had a linear mind. Mine is lateral. I don’t go from A to Z: A reminds me of M and M has a slight connection to E–oh, did you know that E and T are distant cousins?–and, about a half-hour later, I arrive at Z. It just takes longer for me. I love the side-trips, though. I still don’t know, however, how all this stuff gets trapped, historical ants in amber, in what passes for my brain.

Take this song, from Pat Garrett and Billy the Kid. It’s my favorite Bob Dylan song, folks:

The 1973 Sam Peckinpah film starred Kris Kristofferson, James Coburn, Jason Robards, Slim Pickens, Kathy Jurado and, oh yeah, Bob Dylan.

This may or may not make sense. But this is how I got from Ben-Hur to Pat Garrett and Billy the Kid with an Arroyo Grande stop along the way.

José, you let me down.

02 Monday Oct 2023

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Sgt. Art Youman’s Nose

25 Monday Sep 2023

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I was thinking about one of my heroes from Arroyo Grande’s past, Staff Sgt. Art Youman, a member of the 101st Airborne’s Easy Company in World War II. This closeup of Youman, taken in training in South Carolina, shows what just might be a boxer’s nose. That’s Jerry Quarry (his little brother Mike, a light heavyweight, lived in San Luis Obispo County for a time) in the right-hand photo, having his nose adjusted by Muhammad Ali. Quarry, always a contender but never a champion in the heavyweight division, was a man of enormous courage. Youman shared that quality.

Well, my hunch was right. This item from a fall 1940 San Luis Obispo Telegram-Tribune, when boxing was big in Pismo Beach:

You wince at the “slugging Negro” reference—in a similar fashion, Filipino fighters were identified by their homeland—but “Kentucky Youman” won his bout via a TKO (Technical Knockout.) Why was an Arroyo Grande fighter named “Kentucky?” Ancestry.com provided the explanation from Youman’s August 1942 enlistment record.


My grandfather was a Kentuckian, too. Youman’s his draft card yielded a little more information:





I knew that Youman was a firefighter in San Luis Obispo, but I didn’t know it was for the Camp San Luis Obispo fire department (absorbed after the war by what is today CAL FIRE). I’d assumed that he worked for the City of San Luis Obispo. This new information was even better, because, thanks to my two military history experts and friends, Erik Brun and Dan Sebby, I found this photo yesterday that they’d posted late last year:


The California National Guard acquired this 1942 Seagrave fire engine in 2022 and the Guard’s history division hopes to restore it. It was, in fact, assigned to Camp San Luis Obispo in 1942, and since Art Youman didn’t enlist until August, there’s a chance that he rode on or even drove this engine. So this is, in a way, Easy Company’s fire engine, too.

Youman’s life accelerated quickly the next two years, with the tough training that shaped paratroopers and with combat.

He parachuted into Normandy on D-Day.


Later, in the fall during Operation Market Garden, Youman had led a small patrol to this Dutch crossroads when he and his men encountered a German patrol. A flurry of hand grenades came down on the paratroopers, which they returned—one of Youman’s men threw his entire consignment of six grenades. They returned to Easy Company mostly intact except for the shrapnel splinters. October 8 marks the 79th anniversary of that encounter.

Source: “Dalton,” Flickr.

It was in Holland where the Arroyo Grande fighter with the boxer’s nose was promoted to staff sergeant by Capt. Dick Winters, portrayed by British actor Damien Lewis (at left; Winters at right) in HBO’s Band of Brothers, based on the Stephen Ambrose book.

Eight weeks later, on either his 23rd or 24th birthday—the records differ—Art Youman marched into Bastogne with the 101st Airborne, a Belgian town my students and I visited in 2010. Their resistance there, during the coldest winter in Europe in thirty years, did much to foil the great German counteroffensive in the Battle of the Bulge. Art Youman’s combat career lasted about six and a half harrowing months, interrupted only briefly by a furlough in England. That career ended in the Battle of the Bulge and his hospital record is a testament to both the power of German artillery and the punishment of that winter’s cold.


Youman was only 54 when he died, but he has family still in San Luis Obispo County, in Paso and in Nipomo. I’ve met a few of them, and they are warm people, nice people, proud of Art. They have every right to be.

Toy Tiger

21 Thursday Sep 2023

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In 1956, Mom took me to the Fair Oaks Theater—just a short walk from where me and my family live today—to see a romantic comedy, Toy Tiger, starring Jeff Chandler.

Chandler was not your romantic comedy kind of guy. Usually he was a Marine officer leading his rifle platoon onto a Central Pacific beach, or a lawman protecting a frontier town from evil gunslingers or an Apache chieftain. He was an awesome Apache chieftain.

Jeff Chandler, Basil Somebodyorother and James Stewart in Broken Arrow (1950).

But the Toy Tiger in the film was an early experiment in Hollywood merchandising. I don’t think the Scarlett O’Hara whalebone corsets went over so well. I fell for this one. Hard. I think he came into my life at Christmas.

That’s the original Toy Tiger in the film still above and this is mine, sixty-seven years later. He’s blind and faded and some of his stuffing is starting to come out, but he’s always within reach, just above my computer. I needed him when I was four.

Walter fills a similar need today. Sometimes in the middle of the night I will feel a very cold Basset Hound nose pressing into the nape of my neck. It’s Walter sniffing to make sure I’m still there. I’ll turn over and gather him next to me and then we go back to sleep.

Walter doesn’t know this—-wait, maybe he does—but he makes me feel just as safe at seventy-one as Toy Tiger did when I was four. 

You can’t ask for better friends than these.

Teaching Theory #1: Your classroom can NEVER have too many signs. Or stuffed animals. Or visitors.

18 Monday Sep 2023

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1956. 1063 Sunset Drive, Arroyo Grande.

17 Sunday Sep 2023

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This was taken in 1956, when the as-yet-incomplete Gregory family (Sally would debut later, when we lived on Huasna Road) lived at 1063 Sunset Drive.

In the first photo in the gallery below, it appears that I have just been informed that the Soviets have the hydrogen bomb.

Either that or Bishop Fulton J. Sheen was on TV. He appeared fully vested and berobed, complete with skullcap. I think I confused him with Count Dracula.

I didn’t realize for years that Sheen was a kindly man whose spiritual bent tended toward the optimistic.

Or it might’ve been another favorite show of theirs, Liberace. He scared me, too.

Here’s a slide show that helps to demonstrate why.

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1XDY-VfUjGbOK39YqqDP15JV7u-AQxIAQ/edit?usp=sharing&ouid=113498512731063171773&rtpof=true&sd=true

Note Mom’s Singer showing machine, behind me at left.

She also had a loom. Since the Industrial Revolution began in textiles, that made teaching that topic so easy for me fifty years later. I could explain power looms and flying shuttles and spinning jennies. The loom was a Christmas gift, seen in the photo above.

And Mom was kind of an artist: knitting, sewing, weaving, crocheting, a little needlepoint here and there.

That is a washing machine we are watching in the photo at the top of the blog enrtry. We were simple folk. Just kidding. Sgt Preston of the Yukon must be on. With his dog, King.

That’s me, Roberta as a hobo and Bruce as a pirate at Halloween. Roberta’s wearing Dad’s beautiful felt hat, which were just out fashion. That makes me sad. Men’s hats are one reason I love old movies so much. The other clown, holding my hand, was all grown-up. At least twelve. She was very kind to me.

Once Mom and Dad went out on a date and dropped me off at another very kind person’s house, an older lady (meaning ten-fifteen years younger than I am now.) She made me hamburger. She put a tomato slice in it. I shrugged and took a bite. When my parents came back to pick me up a couple of hours later, I was still raving about how good tomatoes on hamburgers were. Elizabeth pointed out that it probably was a home-grown tomato, because they taste so much better than the store-bought once, and I bet she’s right.

Once it snowed. Once I ran out the front door and realized I hadn’t put on my pants yet. That was embarrassing.

Once Mom dressed us all up, including the Cocker spaniel, as desert Bedouins. She used eyeliner, I think, to give Bruce and me curly mustachioes. Both Roberta and the Cocker, a little girl, had gauzy headdresses and the boys wore burnooses made out of dishtowels. We all wore our bathrobes. Yup. Mom was pretty cool.

And the Fair Oaks was pretty close. That’s where we saw Lady and the Tramp (the Cocker’s name was Lady, of course.) and also The Ten Commandments (hated it when Pharaoh’s horsies drownded in the Red Sea) and The Searchers (the Comanche attack scene, where you don’t see the Comanches, scared the hell out of me.)

We also saw a movie with Jeff Chandler, The Toy Tiger, and I still have mine, eyeless but more or less intact. We were gullible, what with Cocker spaniels and stuffed animals. I think I also watched a couple of Tammy movies with my big sister, and Darby O’Gill and the Little People. Scared the hell out of me.

Toy Tiger (1956). Mine looks (looked) just like this one. The stripes have faded some. Mine, too.

Note Dad’s love of large turkeys. Shipped overseas (Grandma Kelly STILL said “Clean your plate. Children in Europe are starving!”), one of ‘em would need its own container ship. That’s what nearly twenty years of Great Depression and wartime rationing did to Dad. We always ate well.

Speaking of food, I was a ham even then.

Sgt. Preston and his dog King. When he announced “King, this case is closed,” it was time for bed.

What makes me happy? A tentative list.

07 Thursday Sep 2023

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I was headed yesterday for the basement of the French Hospital Medical Plaza (with a name like that, they should have a Vegas floor show) and was waiting for the elevator doors to open. When they did, there was a young woman about twenty-five and about four months pregnant. I didn’t expect to see that. I could feel the smile start to spread across my face because she was so beautiful. Our eyes met and she smiled back. I was there for a cardiac test, and I could feel my heart, feel that little flush of pleasure that flooded it, that moment we all feel when we are happy. I was still smiling at the receptionist’s window.

I was thinking about Siena, a former student of whom I am very fond, who is just now expecting her second child (the first is a beautiful little blond girl). Siena reminds me of a quote from a Steinbeck short story: “God, a kid of hers is going to have fun!”

Part of recovery from alcoholism, I’ve discovered, involves re-wiring your brain, which, in most cases, including mine, has inside of it a voice with a megaphone that tells you insistently that you are a bad human being. I got one wire rewired yesterday at the elevator doors. We need to learn, as the old song goes, to accentuate the positive and part of that involves periodically stopping for a moment for recognizing–and articulating– those things that make us happy.

So here are some of mine, in no particular order and several hundred more should be on the list, but I had to limit myself. You don’t need a War and Peace blog entry.

1. Seeing a young mom-to-be when the elevator doors open.

We were asked today in group to name something that made us happy. I said


2. Seeing babies in the grocery store.

Here are some more, and I didn’t say this was going to be profound:

3. Dogs, of course. And puppies, especially these breeds, Basset Hounds, West Highland White Terriers, Irish Setters, and all of the Pound Puppies we’ve adopted. All of them have been important to my life. Seventy-one years of unconditional love.


4. Learning about my ancestors:


5. Friends.


6. Family. My boys and of course Elizabeth. Here we are in the 2022 Arroyo Grande Christmas Parade.


7. Food. Three favorites. I forgot butternut squash ravioli. Mmmm, hash browns.


8. Fields of sunflowers in Tuscany or Umbria, with a medieval town atop a hill every ten miles or so.


9. Baseball. These are the 1934 St. Louis Cardinals, the “Gashouse Gang.“


10. My nieces.


11. Writing.



12. World War II airplanes.

13. Cats.

14. Branch Street.

15. Music. This one, by Florence and the Machine, is five years old but I just discovered it, and a good thing, too. It’s about addiction.

… At seventeen, I started to starve myself
I thought that love was a kind of emptiness
And at least I understood then, the hunger I felt
And I didn’t have to call it loneliness

… We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger

… Tell me what you need, oh, you look so free
The way you use your body, baby, come on and work it for me
Don’t let it get you down, you’re the best thing I’ve seen
We never found the answer but we knew one thing

… We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)

… And it’s Friday night and it’s kicking in
In that pink dress, they’re gonna crucify me
Oh, and you in all your vibrant youth
How could anything bad ever happen to you?
You make a fool of death with your beauty, and for a moment

… I thought that love was in the drugs
But the more I took, the more it took away
And I could never get enough
I thought that love was on the stage
You give yourself to strangers
You don’t have to be afraid
Then it tries to find a home with people, or when I’m alone
Picking it apart and staring at your phone

… We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger
We all have a hunger

… Tell me what you need, oh, you look so free
The way you use your body, baby, come on and work it for me
Don’t let ’em get you down, you’re the best thing I’ve seen
We never found the answer but we knew one thing

… We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)
We all have a hunger (we all have a hunger)

… And it’s Friday night and it’s kicking in
In that pink dress, they’re gonna crucify me
Oh, and you in all your vibrant youth
How could anything bad ever happen to you?
You make a fool of death with your beauty, and for a moment
I forget to worry

Not a bad list to start with, I think.

“…We will see each other again. That will be a joy beyond imagining.”

31 Thursday Aug 2023

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My friend Tony Hertz just posted gentle advice from a vet. When a dog has to be put down, they want us with them. I was with Mollie–Molliebears–when Dr. Murphy helped her make that transition.

It was such a painful experience, but it moved me deeply. I at least felt confident, in talking softly to her in those last moments, that she knew how very much we loved her.

When her head fell into my hands, I was disconsolate for the rest of the day. What brought me back is my belief, no matter how irrational it might seem, that we will see each other again. That will be a joy beyond imagining.

Here’s to you, Mollie, our darlin’ Irish girl. We will love you until the end of time, and beyond it, too.

The tears now running down my cheeks are proof of that.

My love affair with engine (sounds)

31 Thursday Aug 2023

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I am admittedly a little nutty about this airplane. I fell in love hard many years ago when we took the boys to a P-51 Mustang Fly-In at the Santa Maria Airport. The planes, even though they weren’t piloted by small, wiry 23-year-olds but by middle-aged men with enormous amounts of disposable income, have a mystique that is their own.

This piston head, which I treasure (along with my Civil War bullet, my fragment of the Berlin Wall and my piece of oak from HMS Victory), was a Christmas gift.

And here are the obligatory stats:

Wingspan: 37 feet
Length: 32 feet
Maximum Speed: 437 miles per hour
Cruising Speed: 275 miles per hour
Maximum Range: 1,000 miles
Engine: Packard Rolls Royce Merlin V-1650-7 (1,695 hp)

The engine was miraculous and the sound it produced—nicknamed “whistling death”—was unforgettable, I guess especially if you were a German soldier. Near the sad end of Saving Private Ryan, P-51’s make a brief star turn as the Panther tank closes in on the doomed Capt. Miller:


The sum total of my mechanical abilities consists of reaching into my wallet for my AAA Card, but there are certain engine sounds that are unforgettable. Yesterday I watched, mouth flopped open, as a late-model Mustang, I think a Shelby GT350, pulled up next to me and then made a stately left turn; the driver punched it once he’d passed the intersection and the result was a kind of deep bubbling sound that you could almost feel in your breastbone. It was beautiful.


We can’t afford to fix it up yet, but we have my late mother-in-law’s 1968 Camaro Rallysport in the garage. (Hers has wire wheels. Very cool.) It has a 327 V-8 and when it was running, entering freeways driving this car was one of the great joys of my life. From inside the passenger compartment, it was more of a guttural rumble with the bubbles hovering in two-part harmony just above it. For those of you of a Certain Age, it was the Righteous Brothers of automobile engines. Since you hit 65 mph so quickly, it was a little sad—like that last bite of an In-And-Out burger—when you let off the accelerator. Sigh.


One more: Like the Mustang, the Harley-Davidson has an inimitable sound. My dear friend David Cherry once owned a Harley 45 Flathead with a suicide shift (a gearshift on the left side near the footrest) and when he bought it, I followed him as he drove it back to our apartment in San Luis. That might’ve been the one day the bike actually ran; it became a collection of discordant parts in many boxes and I’m not sure David ever had the chance to rebuild it. But following him home was a happy day. He was happy. The Harley was (momentarily) happy. Hearing that sound, even inside my car’s compartment, made me happy.

Here’s a photo of a restored 1948 45, I think the same year as David’s bike:


This British guy (no helmet law?) demonstrates the sound of his Harley; this late-model bike sounds mellower than Dave’s old-school Harley, but you get a sense of the sound anyway.

Sigh.



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