Was this Harrison Ford’s finest role?

Detective John Book says goodbye to Lukas.

We are rejoicing 80-year-old Harrison Ford’s fifth and probably final Indiana Jones film, and we are right to do so. I have enjoyed the series, perhaps the interplay with Sean Connery in The Last Crusade the most—oh, and that zeppelin scene.

Both Indy and Han Solo are heroes. For Ford, that’s a problem, even though the mythologist Joseph Campbell aptly described Solo as a hero who didn’t know that he was a hero.

In an interview with Chris Wallace on CNN, Ford himself bristled at the interviewer’s use of the word “hero.” He was not a hero, he insisted, and he didn’t play heroes. He was instead an actor playing the roles of fallible men.

That’s what is so appealing, to me, about John Book in Witness, a film I’ve watched three times in the last month. (It’s a good Dickensian name, by the way: Ford’s detective is honest; he lives by the book, but, unlike the Amish, he’s not of the book.)

Book is a fallible man, but in his bedrock integrity—and in his vulnerability, a dangerous term to use because of its Wokiness—he reminds me of another Harrison Ford detective, Deckard, in the remarkable 1982 film Blade Runner.

In Witness, Ford’s character is allowed so many unheroic moments, including in the way he wolfs down a Philadelphia hot dog to pause, a little ashamed, when he realizes that the witness and his mother are praying over their meal. (It pains me a little, too, to see Detective Book drinking bleak squad-room coffee out of a Styrofoam cup, but that’s another subject altogether.)

Yes, the audience cheered when Book punched out the lout with the tight jeans and the razor-cut hair who was decorating Alexander Gudonov’s face with the ice-cream cone, but that was chum for the movie sharks. Me, too. I cheered with everybody else.


The moments that amazed me, though, came in Ford’s eyes, in his terror as the two detectives search for Book in the barn (The suffocation in corn scene was borrowed from Frank Norris’s muckraking novel The Octopus. The villain is suffocated in a ship’s hold being filled with San Joaquin Valley wheat.), or in the intensity of his look as he urges the little boy, Lukas, to run to the neighbor’s farm.

Lukas begins to run, but returns, rings his grandfather’s barnyard bell and so summons the neighbors, who run to the Haas farm. It’s there where John Book, backed by Amish in dense cornfield ranks, confronts his nemesis, Detective Capt. Schaeffer, and in a near-tearful fury, wears him down.

The love story is inevitable, and Kelly McGillis is radiant, but to me, the real heart of the story is John Book’s love for the little boy. One of the film’s small miracles is the perpetual motion machine Book builds for his friend, the witness—Ford was a carpenter once, too, and that’s where the scar on his chin came from—and another is the brief scene where Lukas introduces Book to what is miraculous to all little boys, a litter of kittens.



I love this film, too, because it was directed by Peter Weir, an Australian and one of my favorite directors, who gives us such a sensitive and powerful look into Amish life. I do not know how he did it.

Maybe it’s a romanticized look, and yes, I flinch at the seeming subservience of women, but the barn-raising scene is so evocative to me, especially today, because we Americans are so bitterly divided. The embrace, even if it’s temporary, of Book into the wider community in this scene reminds me of the better angels of our nature.

It took an outsider, an Aussie, to give us such an authentically American vision— one, again, that has such potential power in what it teaches us.

I cautioned against romanticizing the Amish, but it’s a bigger mistake to underestimate them and their faith. I made this video to introduce my high-school history students to these people. The word “remarkable” seems appropriate, I think.


And it’s a remarkable film, down to its end.

John Book stands on the porch and Rachel in her doorway at the film’s’s end, in a scene framed the way John Ford would’ve composed it as he did in My Darling Clementine and The Searchers. Like Wayne in the latter film, Book in his frame, on the porch, is straddling a no-man’s land. Rachel, in hers, stands in doorway shadows that are Rubenesque, as is the generosity of her body, as, most of all, is the brilliance of her beautiful eyes. McGillis’s Rachel would’ve made Rubens weep.

And what is Book to do?



He takes so long to make up his mind, and when he finally walks away to that beat-up little VW wagon, his body is heavy with grief. Even that wordless moment is a tribute to Ford’s acting.


Why did he leave in such pain? Well, there were Rachel and Lukas and Eli, the grandfather. and Book was a man without a family. He was was profoundly urban and secular and modern. But in his world, poisoned by crooked cops, he’d escaped for a short time to find that there is such a thing as moral certainty.

That is a dangerous concept, to be sure—one National Socialism held dear, for example. What makes Witness true to the heart is that the moral certainty Book encounters, ironbound as it is by 17th-Century dogma, is leavened by compassion and generosity. Gott ist die liebe.

Goodbye, English.

Yeah, I love golfer Rory McIlroy

McIlroy, his daughter Poppy and his wife Erica during a Family Day before the Masters; with his mother Rosie after a win.

Given Saudi Arabia’s execution of 81 people in a single day in March, I am not following the PGA tour lately.

So I missed the Scottish Open, and I will break my fast next week, I guess, for the British Open.

I paid for my beliefs. That darlin’ Ulster lad, Rory McIlroy, whom I love (his Ma looks like a real person and he has a beautiful little daughter) won the Scottish Open Sunday.

He was behind by one at the 17th and had won by one once he’d finished the 18th.

Back on the 7th hole, he’d hit a 427-yard drive. If you look at his finish, I haven’t been that flexible since I was eighteen months old and could insert my foot into my mouth (literally, not figuratively, which I still do frequently.)

Here are other comparisons to a 427-yard drive:

–Paul Bunyan getting tired in the desert one day and dragging his axe behind him. The trail it left we call today The Grand Canyon.

–In 1963, Warren Spahn’s Braves beat Juan Marichal’s Giants 1-0. Both men pitched 16 innings.

–Mom Angela Cavallo, in 1982, lifted a 1964 Chevy Impala to free her teenaged son, who was pinned underneath. He survived.

On the 17th hole, he hit a 5-iron cut–look at the difference in the finish–and look where it wound up. Birdie.

The young man looking bereft after that shot was leading at the time. He knew just what was about to happen. The same must have occurred to Custer that hot day in 1876.

On the 18th, McIlroy hit a two-iron, a club that’s faintly terrifying (the clubhead, at the end of the shaft, seems no bigger than a soup spoon) into the teeth of a howling Scots wind. It was a low screamer, the kind of shot Lee Trevino learned to master growing up in Texas winds.

Birdie.

The two-iron, from Golf Magazine.

My rough-tough father-in-law, the ex 49er, was once asked what the toughest sport was. Because of the combination of physical skill and emotional self-control, he took no more than two seconds.

“Golf.” he said.

Chemistry


For some reason, for three days now, I’ve been obsessing about the 1985-89 ABC series Moonlighting, with Cybill Shepherd, once “just” a model, and Bruce Willis, who was kind of shiny and new, and with his hairline pretty much intact. I’ve been obsessing about him especially, but the two were brilliant together. Shepherd proved herself a deft comedienne, and I later became a big Willis movie fan. My favorites aren’t the Die Hards but the two films he made with M. Night Shyamalan, The Sixth Sense and Unbreakable, where his performances were nuanced and, to me, deeply moving.

But this show was charming and innovative. Breaking the Fourth Wall in this season opener, for example:

And sometimes it had the audacity to get philosophical:


And it was never afraid to allude to literature. Dr. Seuss, for example:

Or Shakespeare. In “Atomic Shakespeare,” the show took on Taming of the Shrew. Hit it, Bruce:

Shepherd’s Maddie could sing, too. This is lovely:

And sometimes they danced. Willis was surprisingly good. And Shepherd was at least game.

The show lasted four seasons but probably should have ended at two and a half or three. It burned out its stars, who couldn’t sustain the high bar it had set or the toll it had taken on their professional relationship. It burned out its writers, too, who lapsed into cutesiness and destroyed the sexual tension between David and Maddie by having them give into it.

But it was a grand ride; when it was good, Moonlighting was very good.

As was Willis, an actor I enjoy immensely.

What probably brought on this Moonlighting musing is his struggle with aphasia. God has graced him with a supportive and loving family. Willis has graced me with a host of memorable characters—including Moonlighting’s David Addison, Jr.

Thank you, Bruce Willis.






The Art of Go-Go Dancing

I was born in 1952, so if you do the math, I was around at just about the right time to fall madly in love with girls (a little older than I) on shows like Shindig and Hullabaloo. We all did, boys my age. Some of the dances included the Watusi, the Jerk, the Swim, the Slauson, the Frug. I danced ineptly but admired those with ept.

Especially those girls on TV.

But it occurred to me today that they were marvelous dancers who were exploited. That doesn’t mean that I still can’t have fun watching them. But it does remind me of how much the world has changed and how ingrained in us was a certain dismissiveness of women.

I got a little sadder thinking about this, about me fifty-five years ago, but the girls in the 1970 clip in the included in this video looked sad to me, too. Something has changed by 1970. If it was painful, it was probably needed, too.



Filming on the Thames River

Many years ago, we went rowing on the Cherwell River, which joins the Thames near Oxford University. Well, Elizabeth rowed. I was attending to our picnic lunch, which needed attending to.

So, for some reason this morning, I was thinking of movies filmed on the Thames, and here they are some that I found.

My favorite remains Henry VIII’s arrival via royal barge in A Man for All Seasons. The music is magnificent, too, and the way the crews raise their oars and glide into shore is elegant. Okay, I like the James Bond boat chase, too.


1. The World Is Not Enough. Bond films are always good for chase scenes, but this one, with a soggy Pierce Brosnan, has to be one of the best.

2. Let’s tone it down a bit. How about Ringo’s disconsolate walk in A Hard Day’s Night?

3. In Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, we get an aerial view.

4. We use the Thames to assassinate model Kate Moss in Absolutely Fabulous: The Movie.

5. And, speaking of assassination, Elizabeth I’s narrow escape in 1998’s Elizabeth:

6. Joseph Fiennes woos again, trying to chase down his muse, Gwyneth Paltrow, in Shakespeare in Love.

7. Alex pulls off a coup among his group of droogs alongside the river in what remains such a disturbing film, Kubrick’s Clockwork Orange (1971).

8. Ah, but here’s the masterpiece: Henry VIII arrives for dinner at Thomas More’s home in Fred Zinneman’s A Man for All Seasons (1966). The music. by Georges Delerue, is glorious, as is the cinematography.

Why we love dogs

A bomber crew safely home.

One of the best things I learned in writing a book about local World War II aviators came from the historian of the Eighth Air Force’s 95th Bomb Group, based in Suffolk, East Anglia, from 1943 to 1945. She told me that Yank airmen grew so close to the British dogs they adopted that the dog not only heard the B-17’s returning from their missions before the ground crews did, but they grew noticeably excited on recognizing the pitch of their human’s B-17 engines.

No greater love.

Those dogs either found homes with British families or came home with their humans, like the Scottish Terrier, Stuka, the mascot of the famed B-17 “Memphis Belle.” Stuka lived out her life as a Connecticut Yankee with her human, Capt. Jim Verinis. Verinis, on a pass to London, stopped in his tracks when the puppy pressed her nose against a pet-shop window to greet him. He bought her immediately.

Stuka, of course, was devoted to Verinis. The entire crew was devoted to Stuka.

Stuka and Verinis. Just behind Verinis is Gen. Hap Arnold, commander of the Eighth Air Force. American Air Museum in Britain.



This reminded me of yesterday.

Elizabeth was in La Jolla for a few days and she came back early last evening. About an hour before she got home, here were Walter and Brigid.

And here—forgive our messy living room— was her reception.

Ladies and Gentlemen, the Rollin’ Stones

Going for the Beatles look, about 1964. Note the ciggies. The Beatles smoked ’em, too.


On July 12, 1962, the band that then called themselves the Rollin’ Stones made their debut at the Marquee Club in London. The lead singer, of course was a former student at the London School of Economics, so Jagger had it goin’ on.

It would take nearly three years for their first big American hit and, no, it wasn’t “Satisfaction,” not really one of my favorite Stones songs. It was this one, as performed in Dublin:

In 1965, we had a Zenith Stereo that looked like this. It had played cutting-edge albums by Frank Sinatra and Herb Alpert and the Tijuana Brass, but then it met the Stones and, I think, it began to sway a little bit.



That’s because I would sneak into my big brother Bruce’s bedroom and borrow one of his Stones albums. Everybody loved the Beatles, of course, but to love the Stones, you had to be a kind of breed apart, open to darkness, I guess. Bruce was, which is one of the many reasons why he is cool. Here are some of the albums I remember, in no particular order:


Beggars’ Banquet was my unequivocal favorite. I would, of course, add Stones albums to my own collection later (Sticky Fingers, Let It Bleed, Exile on Main Street, Goat’s Head Soup) The by-now-Rolling Stones got goofy, put on Thomas Hardy (Far from the Madding Crowd, Tess) farm laborer hats, and performed. You can see Billy Preston, Marianne Faithfull and the Who’s Keith Moon in the crowd, too, doubtless jolly for many reasons. And Keith Richards leads the song; he had a lovely voice in those days before he became a pirate.


Exile on Main Street is another album I love, and please forgive me for choosing the Tedeschi-Trucks band, performing at Red Rocks with the Wood Brothers, for this cover of my second-favorite Stones song, “Sweet Virginia.” All of it this version is grand, but most of all I love the trombonist.


And what, might you ask, is my favorite Stones song. No contest. The problem is finding the favorite woman counterpart to Jagger. All of them are Xerox copies compared to the original, Merry Clayton, yet I love so many of them—Lady Gaga, Fergie, most of all, Lisa Fischer (incredible), but they won’t let me play her YouTube video because of copyright. So, damn, we’ll just have to settle on Florence Welch. Here is “Gimme Shelter:”

I can’t leave, of course, without including “Satisfaction,” performed here on the Ed Sullivan Show in 1965. The lyrics, of course, are a peevish echo of Allen Ginsberg’s Howl and maybe Anthony Burgesses’s Droogs—his dystopian novel A Clockwork Orange had been published three years before. But I think the opening chords of the song are what make it kind of immortal. They came to Keith Richards—this is a true story—in a dream. He clambered out of bed, turned on his tape recorder, and played them.

Then he went back to sleep. The song, of course, didn’t.


The interior photo from the Beggars Banquet album, by Michael Joseph.
Two potential Stones roadies looking for work, 1972—me and my brother Bruce. Actually, this was taken in Bakersfield.

Remembering Britt

Britt did Vargas Girl poses–her way of mocking cancer— during her stays at Children’s Hospital in Duarte. This one was taken just before her seventh round of chemotherapy.


There is so much to say about Britt, whose life was so vast.

But there’s one thing that I need to say:

Britt and I are total nerds, and it is Star Trek that has makes this so.

Before we knew that, she was my student in AP European History at Arroyo Grande High School. That’s when I realized, in reading her essays, that she was gifted beyond measure.

I was adamant about writing clear essays. It brought out my Napoleonic Complex, and maybe Mussolini, too.


When you have seventy history essays to grade, you play a trick on yourself. You grade in a nice coffeehouse with a latte nearby. And you bunch essays in groups of five so you can take a moment for a break at the end of each group.

On your break, you take a sip of your latte and glare poisonously at the other people in the coffeehouse because they are having fun.

And at the bottom of each group of five essays you insert one that you know will be good. They are the correctives to the bloopers you can find in student essays, like the classic Abraham Lincoln was born in a log cabin he built with his own hands.

Britt’s essays were always at the bottom.

She sat in the first desk in the third row from the bank of windows in Room 306 at AGHS. She was quiet. When she asked a question, it would be a zinger, albeit one marked by guileless curiosity. The question revealed, too, that her mind traveled at warp speed in galaxies far beyond ours.

But a Britt question could take me in a different direction, far beyond my lecture notes. Suddenly, she reminded me, it was story time. This was why I became a history teacher.

So we might leave London in 1666 to visit London in the summer of 1944. There, on a barstool in his favorite pub, was Lt. Dad, enjoying a pint of Watney’s Red Barrel.

There was an air raid going on.

In between the wails of the sirens, you might hear the ugly growling cough of a V-1 flying bomb high above Regent’s Park. But my father refused to take shelter. It was a matter of principle. He refused to abandon his pint to Nazi Terror.

And so he won an honorary commendation for Meritorious Drinking Under Fire.

I think Britt liked that story.

Here are Lt. Dad, 1944 and Mom with my big sister, Roberta, 1943.

Her fifth-grade teacher, Mary Hayes, told my wife Elizabeth that she’d had the identical experience. Britt was quiet in class and then she’d ask a question that left Mrs. Hayes, just like me, gobsmacked. Both of us adored her.

Years after high school, Britt and I found each other on Facebook, my preferred method for procrastinating. That’s when I began to follow her writing career. I found out, too, that we were brother and sister Trekkies.

The breadth of Britt’s writing, from political commentary to gender issues to the arts, was vast. She was insightful, funny, and, when it was deserved, she could use ink to draw blood.

She had discovered her voice. Rather, she had revealed the voice that had been there all along.

And she was wicked funny.

–She described the barren planet where Luke Skywalker grew up as “the Modesto of the Star Wars Universe.”

–Excited by the prospect of a film that would reunite the original cast of Star Trek: The Next Generation, she wrote “That’s right, everyone. Set your phasers to ‘cry’.”

–She wrote about Kyrsten Sinema, “our manic-pixie senator from Arizona,” and archly compared her to Veruca Salt, the brat who disappears down a garbage chute in Willy Wonka.

She interviewed actors and writers and producers in the Star Trek franchise we both loved. So we remember together Tribbles, Romulan Ale, Jefferies Tubes, McCoy snapping “I’m a doctor, dammit, not a coal miner!” and Picard snapping “Shut up, Wesley!”


We were both big fans of Captain Janeway from the series Voyager.

Janeway adored Irish Setters. Elizabeth and I have had three Setters grace our lives.


We admired her love of coffee. When Voyager’s food replicator broke down, Janeway, in her withdrawals, wanted to strangle the ship’s cook, who’d offered a kind of interstellar Sanka. The cook was irritating, so we empathized with Janeway.

Britt did a piece on the Star Trek Series and ranked them from worst to best. “Best” Honors, according to Britt, went to Deep Space Nine, about a space station that was kind of a 24th Century Dodge City,with Avery Brooks’s Benjamin Sisko and Terry Farrell’s Jadzia Dax.


Dax and Sisco.

What stunned me is that this was my favorite, too, but I never had the courage to come out and say it. Britt did.

But it was Gates McFadden, Dr. Beverly Crusher in The Next Generation, who sent Britt a video message of comfort that comforted me, too.

Gates McFadden, as Dr. Beverly Crusher, in the Captain’s Chair, where she had every right to be.

I’ve taken comfort, too, in two Star Trek films. In The Wrath of Khan, memorable for Ricardo Montalban’s impressive pectoral muscles, Spock saves the Enterprise.

He does so by jump-starting the warp drive, which involves inserting himself into the matter-anti-matter chamber. And so he dies.

They shoot Spock out into space in what looks like a jumbo Prozac capsule.

And, of course, in the next film, The Search for Spock, he comes back, all of him, including the arched eyebrow.

Elizabeth and I were watching 2013’s Star Trek: Descent into Darkness, in which Khan is played by Benedict Cumberbatch, who looks and sounds nothing like Ricardo Montalban.

However, since Cumberbatch was once spotted country-western line-dancing at the Madonna Inn, near where both Britt and I grew up, I will let this go.

Two Khans

This time, to save Enterprise, it’s Chris Pine’s Kirk who likewise enters the matter-anti-matter chamber, which in my mind resembles an immense and lethal lava lamp. And so he dies.

It’s Bones, of course, who saves him. It’s complicated, but essentially he revives Kirk with the help of—wait for it— a tribble.

Shatner’s Captain Kirk awash in tribbles, who are both charming–they purr–and reproductively alarming.

Coming back to life after death isn’t confined to altar boxes or the toolboxes of science fiction writers.


Five years ago, I lost another student, Dawn, to cancer. In my heart, she is Britt’s twin. They share the same audacity.

Both grew up in small towns, but both made careers in L.A., Dawn in film casting and Britt in writing about film.

Dawn Marie Deibert, 1969-2020


I heard this at Dawn’s memorial. This is a true story.

Just before she died, a visitor wheeled Dawn into the garden. It was a sunny day and there were two dragonflies flitting among the flowers. Her friend pointed them out, but Dawn had seen them first.

They were her father and grandmother, she explained, come to be with her.

A few days later, when it was over, the visitor left Dawn’s darkened sickroom and walked into the sunlit garden.

Just above her shoulder, there was a dragonfly.

“Hello, Dawn,” the visitor whispered.


Hello, Britt. Your life was vast. So is our love for you.

Britt and her beloved husband Devin, as imagined by artist Jessie Ledina